It's your StoRy,
so
......

thx CippY *deep thought*
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When dad passed away, it was like 5 years ago,
I wrote a lot about him, about how much I miss him.
Every time when I read back those words, they never fail to make me tears.

And a year passed, I was preparing for the student exchange program,
It never seems so easy, not as what you'll said after you see me return.
That time round, I decided not to write any discourage people or word in my blog.
Every time when I felt weak, I prayed, I prayed for financial aid, I pray for faith,
I pray for God to lead me through, as He'll have a plan for me.
So you'll never find a post about my journey of preparing my student exchange program.

And years passed again...
As you grow, you know better how to control the emotions.
Being emotionless is extremely sad,
at least you ought to know who or what will worth a sleepless night.

You know what friend, I am glad that you are experiencing the feeling now.
Cause it will accomplish you as a human, help you along your life.
Experience make you Grow.

hows the coffee?
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2010 wishlist-for this moment

I have mentioned about things that I want to do which might or might not involve alot of $$$

Here are some of the thing I am planing to get...
could be since last year...
Could be something I saw today at Leisure Mall...
As a good friend said- I am not good in prioritize...

1. Install Air-Cond in my room ( like it has been discuss since forever )
2. A proper bed with mattress ( Lagi Beyond Forever )
3. HiFI set (before Jas claimed she wnats for Bday, it's in my mind )
4. NetBook
5. BlackBerry
6. SunGlasses
7. Watches (did I use plural)
8. Starbucks Tumbler
9. mirror
10. *** (so reluctant to tell)

I am glad that 2 things actually happen which I think it's really God Works on Me.
First Aunt Lyna sent me the BSF class email...So I am planning to register myself in, so to complete my Bible study.
Secondly, as I prayed to God after the Sunday Service, He showed the path...
So I join the 领诗队. I always adore them, leading the praising on the stage...
Leading the service with prayer...
Learning to serve GoD...Like God...

Cantonese braVo
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Kul Sin Hkt Sin Kul

Jetstar have got a super low fare Sales on the 14th...
Every one near my cluster gone craZy...
Coming back from Singapore was like MYR 2.50-flight fare...
WTF right...
So, I was very very excited that Day....
My armpit is sweating in the air-cond very cold office...
Praying hard for the NSK not to fail me...
Debit card can't make payment for SGD...
Thx Maurisa for lending your credit card...

Looking forward for the beach holiday.

Holiday
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2010-still on the Resolution Page

You know how much I am a Free Spirit...
How much I hate the word Discipline...
Not even were I active in one of the Badan Berunifom back in High school...
Negative merit prefect...

This year I am gonna give myself a little challenges
that's to practice to be more discipline as a God's son, as a grown up...
Not too much of stress as usual...

Go to Church every Sunday (or Sat service, Dream Center-Boay Wei is there)...
Join the hymn singing team ( learn to serve the Lord)
Read Bible everyDay (at any time la)
=spiritual discipline needs hard work-Lydia Tang on FB=
Kick Boxing every Monday (at least this day is fixed)
Quit smoking ( so far set till January until further notice )

I am turning 24 this year, my skin is aging faster than my actual age...
that's little thing that I can do to help myself
to train myself to control my desire...
such as sleeping late
gradually bring forward my sleeping time, is one of my goal...
like a major one...
Bet it'll not only help my skin, it might clear my nose blocked problem as well...

bit by bit we can Do k...

Fighthing!
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Thank You

I am glad that I always met good friend.
First I thanked God about granting me all these nice people around me.

Tan Gini, If only you or your friend happen to search your name on google...
you might find this post...

You are always a mr Nice Guy.
I think you are just one fabulous person.
To me you are always a cute little (not in size) banana brother.
Your smart, cheerful, playful, helpful-ness made you such a charming friend.
You have all the things people will envy of...

Being a Japanese and Malaysian Chinese mixed, did not made you a weird snob...
I adore you as a humble person...as I should learn to be one and be pleasant in God's eye...

By showing my gratitude to you for being there,
STRETCHING your helping hand, every single time...

I really wish that if there is a chance that I am going to get marry and have a son...
I want to breed him as a gentleman like you.

thx for all the concern and ya, I'm still single after all these years...sigh
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New Year Post

It's like a default gesture off all blogger...
So what's with the new year resolution...
Will like to actually do a review on the what a Blast 2009...
that will be very soon

New Year Resolutions
1.To go to church every Sunday.
2. Finish reading The Bible
3.Spending time working out
4. live healthier life
5. Clearing all the debts, it will be a brand new year!

FreeDom!


to be continue
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Never get enough

I know I am extremely pathetic
ask me...

where do I find LoVe.
How can I feel LoVe exist?

RomCom never fail me...
Living in a virtual world

too chicken and lack of luck
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身体亮红灯

身体亮红灯在抗议，长期鼻敏感，喷嚏鼻涕不断不在话下；昨晚更是颈项肩膀紧蹦，转动不得。放工后去诊所打了一支止痛针，拿了两天病假。大概是上天也要我好好的休息，今天的口译工作不怎么顺利，问题出在哪儿我也不懂。客户就是不满意，叫我明天不必再来。已经不是第一次了，说麻木也不然，心里还是有点儿不是滋味。虽然Sam每回维护我说不是我的错，客户要求过分等…我心里也许该好过些，可是再想深一层，可能是自己真的做的不够好，有某某真的厉害，才被比下去了。常常让Sam难做，自己也过意不去，每每给他添麻烦来着。咳，朋友。。。翻译员的苦，焉人之能了。

要阿Q也可以很阿Q， 天父或许怜悯我太操劳，心疼了想我稍息。停下脚步，花点时间疼惜自己。更新博客，回顾这几个月，总结2009，开始计划新的一年。那一天算算12月3日正是我入行1周年纪念日，这一天我会惦记在心，从没想过可以在这圈子可以活存下来。本只以为混几口饭吃，没想到这一做就是一个年头了。甜酸苦，紧张，兴奋，压力，无助，空白，情绪起伏上与下，不是三言两语就能道尽。

那天去理发，理发师Ken点出了头顶的秃，脱掉的头发，岂是常人所能了解的心痛。那一刻我差点儿没有放声哭出来。

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BOC

Haven’t been writing for quite some time. If you want to read my word now, perhaps it will sound more negative. I have been working so hard the past month. I have got a balance pay back. I am grateful about that.

I have nothing to comment on how exhausted I am or how bad I felt when I have to scarify my holiday, long planed with my childhood friend.

The experiences I undergone for the past month is like a new lessons of about everything I tried.
Part of it was, I finally realise how depressing can an interpreter’s life be.
I deeply felt the saying of Tuan Haji always remind us in the class; Interpreter has the highest suicide rate.
And from interpreter friend: there are times when you really want to dig a hole and plant yourself.
Being an interpreter, you have got to have thick skin.
Yes I have it. And still, I thought I almost die suffocated in the air of embarrass.
You may not understand….
Interpreter is a lonely job….

And that’s over, I’ll be better. So….what are things that bother me so much…
That’s not about that, what is this?
Dear God, I ask for a peaceful mind.

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