Thursday, April 30, 2009

Running Away by Midnight Hour



Running Away

by
Midnight Hour

Don't lie and say that it's OK.
It's alright here, there's nothing more to say.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

Don't tell me I'm the one to blame.
It's too late for you to make me stay.
No, I won't stay.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place.
And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving
Yeah I'm leaving today.
And I, I'll never let you find me.
I'm leaving you behind with the past
No, I won't look back.
And I don't want to hear your reasons.
Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay.

And try, and try to understand me
And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay
I, I'm moving on from this place
I'm leaving and I won't quit running away.

I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

Me 1st
=DeN=
I am very annoying, I know
I write in this entry just because
I just found out that in the month of April
I am 1 post left behind Jasmine.
with this, now we are draw.
And she was not here tonight.
I miss her...

Don't run away from me
=DeN=

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Damn That People

I went across the street to tapao some noodles for dinner tonight.
I know Chi Kuan( my younger sister) was on her way back home, so I look across the road,
I saw a car stop in front on my house, it stayed for a short while,
then Chi Kuan get down from the car. I keep looking.
The next minute I guess for one moment, people thought I was insane.
I saw her ran over to next door through the little garden, and some guy was after him,
I scream, and scream as hard as I can.
I wanted to cross over the road, but there are too many cars.
The Satay stall uncle ask me what happen,
I can't even articulate a word, I stuttered....
"ada...ada orang...curi...beg adik saya"
I can't even be sure, was that what I said.
I ran across the street, I saw them pass over me, rapidly...
I saw the one at the back was holding some tools or something,
I wasn't sure, I thought he got my sister bag.
It was too fast, I can't even get their registration number.
I ran home, to make sure Chi Kuan is safe,
all the neighbour were shocked with me and Chi Kuan screaming and shouting.
Everyone was out to see what happen,
and then it started off again like the day my house got broke in like a month ago.

What a world?
=DeN=

Monday, April 27, 2009


Hello, my home has got

2 Queen Control,

Good Luck to Me.



I don't give a damn....I whistle....


I live my life
=DeN=

Sunday, April 26, 2009

过快乐

我知道回到家
我会变得很软弱
我会提不起干劲
得过且过
没有大志
吃巧克力
吃芒果芝士蛋糕
吃即做水果口味冰淇淋
为所欲为
然后变成米奇林小姐
然后觉得不要紧
因为妹妹们很娱人
因为简单也很快乐
我很简单
也很快乐

没有离开家
留在小岛
我也不很坚强
日子很充实
无事可以很“他条”
到学校
听免费爵士乐
看廉价舞台剧
探班舞蹈彩排
当助手助兴

其实有事亦不然
星巴克一杯热莫卡,
手提电脑 Borders 又一天
岛上又有
飞车女友陪我烟酒咖啡调情
有及手的安慰,方便的快乐
有可寄生的几棵大树
大树里头又住着几只快乐的小鸟
小鸟很快乐
小岛也很快乐
因为自由让人很快乐
放纵也让人很快乐
朋友让人很快乐
爵士让我很快乐
气质让我很快乐
烟酒也很快乐
咖啡也快乐
调情不必说
飞车就不怎么样
可是我有点想念那种感觉了


过分快乐
=DeN=

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Hello, I am Miss Michelin.
你好,我是米奇林小姐。

=DeN=

Friday, April 24, 2009

Funny me

A very quick joke to share, one where I got during my gateway holiday trip back to Penang last Saturday.
I reached Penang, and went straight to Wud and Sus's place. Sus as usual was not found. Me and Wud decided to take dinner in Tesco before we start linger around the night market in Sungai Dua.

If you know me well, there are a few cute things that I like, I like dolphin, uLtraman, , giraffe, elephant and perhaps sunflower...so that was that

Have you notice the in trend balloon lately, which cost almost like 5 riggit for one. They have long handle, come in shape of Doraemon, tiger, giraffe and etc. You can find it in the market.

Wud and me pass by the balloon stall,
and as usual I like to bug that one and only grumpiest Siamese boy friend I had,


I said: "Wud, I want that one..."
Wud: "What is that la..."
Me: "I want that balloon, the kangaroo one"
Wud: "You want than go buy la, I am not gonna pay for you though"
Me: " its so long, how am I going the bring it back by bus?"....
blah blah blah

and the discussion go on with the kangaroo balloon...

Then suddenly Wud stop and ask me
" Was that a kangaroo or a GIRAFFE?"

nvr like kangaroo
=DeN=

aWesome gift- Park Royal Penang

This is where the story begins

Sunny and windy afternoon,
I first went to the pool

I am glad that at least The Little Prince was with me

I read and fall asleep with the warm breeze from the sea

I like the idea of beach bench,so cozy, very holiday...
"Bossa Novva"

I was a bit late to catch the sunset,
before I go all alone for the rest of my night

No one to take a picture with...

The next day, after breakfast...
I think I should enjoy till the last moment...
morning sunlight, blue sky, green palm, white naked man

Beach bench, beach, sea, sky...
Ideal Idea

I got my nail polish in the Batu Ferrengi night market,
while waiting for Kevin


Picture speaks louder than word
I think it just give me another reason to LoVe Penang more.
I would said its a little regret
that Jas was not able to share the joy,

but anyway this was really an awesome treat.
I will take this as my graduation gateway trip,
thanks to uncle Ricky once again.

If you want to know the room rate is Rm 820.
OMG!!! It was too exciting!!!


I LoVed HoLidaY
=DeN=

Saturday, April 18, 2009

EscaPe

I am in Penang now.
Will be staying over in Park Royal,
coastal view deluxe room
and having buffet breakfast for free.
Thanks to
Uncle Ricky's company annual dinner's voucher.
I am loving it.
Hopefully it will be an exciting one.
HoMeD
=DeN=

Friday, April 17, 2009

ToDaY


I just woke up from my nap, I thought I almost incinerated into ash. I was literally on fire, flamingly burnt. I take of the top, its not helping. I tried to re-hydrate myself, I guess homeostasis did not take place. I can't imagine staying one more second on that sizzling bed. Oh My Dear SUN! How cruel are you! I jump up from the cremation, reward myself with a cold, cooling shower. Never felt so refreshing, at the same time, feeling evaporation happening on my derma system. Please don't test my patients on this. I am really HOT temper-ed.

Malaysia...dut!
=DeN=

Monday, April 13, 2009

Oh Ya...

Before I get on bed, I am another confession to make.
My MSN was stuck, I can't access to that fucking IM thing for like almost month.
I reformated my lap top.
What I left now is a window with out Microsoft office.
MSN with error and auto sign out.
External hard disc in risk of losing all the data and can't be read.
Yes, congrats me. Thank You!

Frust
=DeN=

I have a plan

I have a few plans. I am planing to readjust my sleeping biological clock. Seriously, I was quite discipline the week back as I have so much interviews and job to attend. I have to. Internet was not available as well. So happen to be. It helps on sleeping earlier. I wish I won't be too draggy here today either.

Before I forgot for my reader who does not apprehend Chinese, SINCERE APOLOGY. I know I haven't been writing in English for some times. This is my compensate.

This Thursday and Friday I have got another interpretation jobs awaiting. Thanks a lot to my thoughtful agent Sam. Thanks GOD, there then I can continue job hunting, surviving. If you want to know how much I spend on commuting myself from recruitment firm to recruitment firm, from interview to interview. Back to back. Not only it cost a lot of money, it does as well consume a lot of time.

The suspected bed bug from aYuni's room that bitten me like weeks ago, turns up again. It was so itchy, I went to my family doctor, whom we never pay by cash but food. He said it was strange too. He never seen such swell before. I got some ointment or cream to apply and another smell "good" POLYTAR shampoo kind of thing to wash my body. It is better now.

As I go to his clinic, I weigh myself on the scale. I always doubt the accuracy of that equipment. Ya, I put on weight. I know, if you insist...I am 66 last week before dinner and tonight after dinner 65.5. What a decrement! I visit the neighborhood market this morning, bought batteries for the unmove clocks in the house. As well store up some fruit for the fruit detox diet plan, tomorrow onward. Wish all things start up well tomorrow.

Today is Chi Kuan's 20th birthday, HaPPy BirthDay. Don't come home so late...

Update
=DeN=

Sunday, April 12, 2009

下雨天-南拳妈妈


click here

下雨天了
怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样 等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我 能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些差别
结局还能多明显
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

反复的听着这歌曲,遇着了雨天,预兆了什么吗?
被爱的人不用道歉,可真让人气愤。
连反映社会趋向的流行歌曲都懂得的道理,
朋友们,你又懂了吗?

我很好
=DeN=

Saturday, April 11, 2009

我看张小娴

我看张小娴是中学开始的。
如果你也有注意,小说打开封面,或里或外,会有这么一段她的简介。


张小娴-
她相信承诺,喜欢一切美好的东西;漂亮的衣服;美味的食物;
男人的诺言
她找寻幸福,然后发现,失望,有时候也是一种幸福。
因为有所期待,才会失望。
遗憾,也是一种幸福。因为还有令你遗憾的事情。

他追寻爱情,然后发现,爱,从来就是一件千回百转的事。

最近发现这段文字特别有意思。特别应景。
我不伤心了。我正在学习享受谎言。
我从来是个坦荡荡的女生。我想接下来的日子,要求主多多眷顾。

我曾真
=DeN=

Thursday, April 09, 2009

friend, friendshit, shit

I am glad that in this LIFE,
sometimes you will meet FRIEND,
you will meet FRIENDSHIT,
worst luck came, you will meet SHIT.


=DeN=

Monday, April 06, 2009

My raped experience with aLterx

If your read my blog, you should know that I had an interview few days back, with this America, San Jose based company in Penang, named aLterx (altered).

I went there the day before (Tuesday) to check out the location with Sylvester and Kelson in Bayan Lepas the industrial area. I stayed in N Park for the last time, that night. I slept late at night, I did not prepare any writing they require. I sent them my blog which is rather informal, but I don't give a damn la that time, cause my final year project also pending it way there then.

The next day I get up, dress up, groom up and then gear up there. There I have to wear the shoe condom. As I'd expected, they are very shocked and disappointed with the writing samples. After the interview session, as usual I have to do a trial translation task for them.

I swear to my laptop that I never felt that nervous before. I can't even interpret the feeling. They first gave me a small paragraph of Japanese technical text. The fear came up from the feet, rising up to my sensitive part and then to my stomach, I can feel there are bugs flying in there. I would not think them as butterfly, the feeling is too horrible to be butterfly. It just keep heading up to my arm and than my finger. I can't even type, my hand was so scarily shaky. I wish that nightmare never come again.
Which I pretty sure it won't. Please don't come...

1st
=DeN=