Friday, April 30, 2010

给孤独的人啊-



古巨基-独男
晚饭得我望前顾后餐厅窗边走回头
泡面跟我是朋友熟悉得不需要抬头

不管我有嘴边的污垢
不知我连番激斗没对手才独斗
杀荒种种妖兽但我也快要成为怪兽

我没风格没人注视花不起钱讲潮流
我没好处没人约会躲于蜗居里漫游
逼不得已才爱上了自由

不知道如果不说话太久
难道会记不起怎呼救
遗忘谈情节奏
遗忘如何才可张开笑口

告诉我孤独并无罪
谁和谁不好意思不请我去
谈笑风生应对
我这样没情趣
明明毫无条件怎么敢趁嘘
前来寻开心心已虚
谁人能搞出这么多派对情侣都一对对
有我有独特奇趣应该真心想我去

我未好到被人发现仿佛隐居躯壳里
我未差到被人记住想改花名要问谁

不好玩到连街都不想去
早知道如孤僻中毒太深
寻伴侣我踩惯了地雷
能爬仍爬过去仍然无人能追怎么要追

告诉我孤独并无罪
谁和谁不好意思不请我去
谈笑风生应对
我这样没情趣
明明毫无条件怎么敢趁嘘
前来寻开心心已虚
谁人能搞出这么多派对情侣都一对对
有我有独特奇趣应该真心想我去

我未相信没朋友伸出双手打到有
你愿跟我做朋友但摸不到我手
=DeN=

Saturday, April 24, 2010

SaturDay

A few days ago, I have this thought to start writing about this...

I am a person who needs a lot of attention.
I like to be under the lime light.
Most of the time, I do not function really well in a group of people.
Through out the year, I find myself very sensitive over being abandon.
As sensitive as I am, I need a lot of focus in myself.
I need more self assurance then any others....
But I pretend as I do not need it, cause I'd given myself enough.
However, it always feel good to get compliment, right...
So I do welcome it.

Over the years, I gradually turn into a non-group animal.
I live with pairs. I have made a numbers of close friends.
Where by we spend a lot of time being just 2 of us.
I enjoyed the time, when their focus is on me and mine on them.
I have Jasmine, I have aLx, I have Jean, Sus, QY, CherRu, Reis, Kevin.
and I have had Lee Seng Cang too.
Those people who made me think I am special.
I am always grateful with their existence in my life.

As from the previous post I shared about the play I went to watch alone
I mentioned that we are all lonely cause we do not know how to express ourselves truly.

I always acted that I am able to do all things alone,
I can't understand people who can't dine out alone or watch a movie alone.
I do this quite frequently....I am a loner.
On one perspective, it really sound cool and yes, indeed to act alone, it's much less trouble...
You save a lot of time waiting for another, compromising your choice, and things like that.

But few days ago, I felt so defeated and weak...
The feeling of loneliness sudden attacks makes me so dejected...
I'd always be the one, who encourage Jas and aLx to be strong and positive...
But that day, I think I almost join them...
The reality is, there are times, that you'll fall...

However I am grateful that God will always be there for me.

Today, I return to Him and again never fail to re-bounce in Him.
Have a great time
sharing with the brothers and sisters after my first jamming session.
Thanks Sister JingJing who remind me of what really counts in our life.
She said, when she found out that she was not invited to some of the friends wedding,
she felt somehow upset, but when she think about it again,
are all these really matter that much?

I am always amazed by His great plan in my life,
that He'd put wonderful people in my life
who enrich me.

in Lord we LoVe
=DeN=

Thursday, April 22, 2010

HoTaRu

There is something about Japanese and the Hotaru-The play was written by a Japanese.
It's about a story of people fill with lonesome in their life. It happen all around the world.
They just want to be together.
But even if they are together, deep down inside they might be drifting apart.
Perhaps, that will be sadder...
I am glad that I am not the only lonely spirit in the theater.
Though I am much dejected after being turn down...
But at least I do enjoy the show in a sense that
it make me realise that, that's the truth...
people are lonely and mainly because they aren't good in expressing how they feel. They tend to tell or show the other way round...
I would be one of those....

r u lonesome to9
=DeN=

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

昨天我走过你窗前,看见你
望着电脑荧幕认真思考的样子

没有停下来打招呼,是我胆怯
可还是沉淀在这一个人的浪漫里
有点电影的感觉

莎士比亚说 爱情就像是生长在悬崖上的一朵花,想要摘就必需要有勇气.

=DeN=