I can’t believe that we are approaching the first quarter of the year.
So are you a step forward to the goal that you set earlier in the year.
I’m never a determine person, rarely a goal catcher.
I always believe in living according to the heart desire.
I’ll do whatever, whenever I want to do it. – One of those people

Teen was right, or everyone else is right.
How can one live without a goal.
Where are you heading to?
What is the purpose of living?

So I come to mind that I might not be a big planner.
I can’t foresee the future to far ahead.
I hardly stress myself out to reach the infinite,
I like things to happen naturally.

Hence I guess, perhaps I can make some short term goal, things that I can achieve within shorter period with more obvious result.

It will make things lots easier for me.
Let’s see.
Thus far, I have got enough funds to clear my first debt.
The second debt which I pay by instalment has only got 3 months left.
So practically I have been closer to fulfil the few 2010 resolutions of mine.
I was thinking Denise Liew, bRaVo, BraVo!

Coming up might be the PTPTN, study loan payback arrangement. Should get things started soon.
And hell ya, what about to install the air-cond in my bedroom …
Now is just the perfect time.

Basically I have started to practice a better sleeping habit except during Chinese New Year.
And setting a shorter monthly goal of not smoking seems to work well.
Thus I have been a good girl for monthx2z.
This could be due to the changes of my status to a part timer at jet*. -less stress

Apart of that, I did not miss any of my Sunday Service just yet and my wish of joining the worship dream might be realize after I join the karaoke session on the Chinese New Year youth gathering.

~Blessed is me~
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How are you toDay

I am feeling very blank in fact.
I have done so much, experienced different feeling...
and yet I keep it so cool.
A couple of days ago, my morning started bad.
My rice box jatuh after I took it our from the microwave oven.
it fell with bottom touch on ground, so it wasn't that bad,
I kutip the egg and fish that scatter on the floor and then put it back into the box,
dust with a lot of black pepper and of course I finished it.

I psycho myself, put a grin on your face
Good things will tag along.
So my day ended happily.

hope you get the moral of the story.

vacant
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It's your StoRy,
so
......

thx CippY *deep thought*
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2010-still on the Resolution Page

You know how much I am a Free Spirit...
How much I hate the word Discipline...
Not even were I active in one of the Badan Berunifom back in High school...
Negative merit prefect...

This year I am gonna give myself a little challenges
that's to practice to be more discipline as a God's son, as a grown up...
Not too much of stress as usual...

Go to Church every Sunday (or Sat service, Dream Center-Boay Wei is there)...
Join the hymn singing team ( learn to serve the Lord)
Read Bible everyDay (at any time la)
=spiritual discipline needs hard work-Lydia Tang on FB=
Kick Boxing every Monday (at least this day is fixed)
Quit smoking ( so far set till January until further notice )

I am turning 24 this year, my skin is aging faster than my actual age...
that's little thing that I can do to help myself
to train myself to control my desire...
such as sleeping late
gradually bring forward my sleeping time, is one of my goal...
like a major one...
Bet it'll not only help my skin, it might clear my nose blocked problem as well...

bit by bit we can Do k...

Fighthing!
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New Year Post

It's like a default gesture off all blogger...
So what's with the new year resolution...
Will like to actually do a review on the what a Blast 2009...
that will be very soon

New Year Resolutions
1.To go to church every Sunday.
2. Finish reading The Bible
3.Spending time working out
4. live healthier life
5. Clearing all the debts, it will be a brand new year!

FreeDom!


to be continue
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身体亮红灯

身体亮红灯在抗议，长期鼻敏感，喷嚏鼻涕不断不在话下；昨晚更是颈项肩膀紧蹦，转动不得。放工后去诊所打了一支止痛针，拿了两天病假。大概是上天也要我好好的休息，今天的口译工作不怎么顺利，问题出在哪儿我也不懂。客户就是不满意，叫我明天不必再来。已经不是第一次了，说麻木也不然，心里还是有点儿不是滋味。虽然Sam每回维护我说不是我的错，客户要求过分等…我心里也许该好过些，可是再想深一层，可能是自己真的做的不够好，有某某真的厉害，才被比下去了。常常让Sam难做，自己也过意不去，每每给他添麻烦来着。咳，朋友。。。翻译员的苦，焉人之能了。

要阿Q也可以很阿Q， 天父或许怜悯我太操劳，心疼了想我稍息。停下脚步，花点时间疼惜自己。更新博客，回顾这几个月，总结2009，开始计划新的一年。那一天算算12月3日正是我入行1周年纪念日，这一天我会惦记在心，从没想过可以在这圈子可以活存下来。本只以为混几口饭吃，没想到这一做就是一个年头了。甜酸苦，紧张，兴奋，压力，无助，空白，情绪起伏上与下，不是三言两语就能道尽。

那天去理发，理发师Ken点出了头顶的秃，脱掉的头发，岂是常人所能了解的心痛。那一刻我差点儿没有放声哭出来。

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BOC

Haven’t been writing for quite some time. If you want to read my word now, perhaps it will sound more negative. I have been working so hard the past month. I have got a balance pay back. I am grateful about that.

I have nothing to comment on how exhausted I am or how bad I felt when I have to scarify my holiday, long planed with my childhood friend.

The experiences I undergone for the past month is like a new lessons of about everything I tried.
Part of it was, I finally realise how depressing can an interpreter’s life be.
I deeply felt the saying of Tuan Haji always remind us in the class; Interpreter has the highest suicide rate.
And from interpreter friend: there are times when you really want to dig a hole and plant yourself.
Being an interpreter, you have got to have thick skin.
Yes I have it. And still, I thought I almost die suffocated in the air of embarrass.
You may not understand….
Interpreter is a lonely job….

And that’s over, I’ll be better. So….what are things that bother me so much…
That’s not about that, what is this?
Dear God, I ask for a peaceful mind.

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Dear friend

In fact, my wish has come true...
but that's not the point and again I miss the mark...
Anyway...
Lately I heard a few friends have lost their parents...
I can feel the pain,
even though I am just glancing at the picture, reading the line...
thinking of that can kill me...
I tear in my heart every single time...

I know you must have heard about 10 thousand times from your friends, your love one asking you to be STRONG and TOUGH
Dear friend, I'm here to tell you, you have aLL the reasons to be not strong,
to be weak and cry all night, cry after you waking up from a dream of seeing them,
cry whenever you heard the word s/he said to you once,
cry whenever you walk past the memory lane...
Cry whenever you imagine they will not appear in your wedding portrait,
they will not be there to witness your future...
You have all the reason...

So you do not need pretend to be tough,
you need LoVe and care...
I will say TIME will cure the pain...though it'll take very long...
Take Care...

in memory
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心灵的保养

放工后为了避开车龙，决定呆在公司一会儿。
闲晃之际发现同事Illyas正在阅读摄影杂志，两人就谈起来，后来还一块ｍａｍａｋ去了。
他学院时期念旅游，时常去旅行，开始爱好摄影市最近的事．
虽说摄影并非平民百姓能负担的嗜好，可是总比花钱吸大麻好．
说着说着, 他竟然问我说，你有去过露营吗？

我知道我的开头很缠脚布，改不了细节重点化的表达。

他想说，
人们注重外表，肉眼看得见的我们。为了身体健康，你去健身室做健身，你照顾饮食。
那心灵呢？他也属于我们的一部分。
城市人尤其没有时间照顾心灵的感受。

每天每夜，看的听的做的，　统统都那么急促匆忙，除了鼻子以外，眼睛耳朵双手甚至双脚还有心灵都喘着气。动态的城市，汽车，捷运，行人，来来往往。

有时间应该到瀑布，森林等接近大自然，体验一下地上最基本的享受。
树木的绿色，是使平静的颜色，多看绿色及静态的生物，流水，蚂蚁漫步。。。
有助中和心灵的不平衡。腾出一点时间，给心灵做一些保养，哪怕是打坐，冥想甚至不想，都可让身心的负能量有机会释放。

三不无时来个回归大自然的疗程，奖励自己长时间的埋头苦干，舒缓城市生活紧绷的情绪。
生活愉快点，就算没有快乐点，也会比较中性，至少不会极端。
收集过量的负能恐必有朝一日会物极生悲哉。

快乐生活笔记
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