malfunction nose

Tonight I realized that I am handicap when my nose blocked.
By losing the sense of smell, I can't differentiate my shampoo and body shampoo.
Usually I can recognized my body shampoo fragrance cause it was so nice.
Tonight I squeeze it out and shampoo my hair happily,
but it felt extremely rough on my hair, so I thought it was because I dyed my hair.
Never mind, than I put more conditioner later.

Done with my hair, and wanted to reach my hand to the body shampoo bottle,
why is it the same bottle?
Okay fine, lets do the shampoo again,
tomorrow.

heard it was good.
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So many times I gave up.
I tell myself, I'll leave, I have done all I could.
And if I am not, I'll throw my tantrum right in to your face,
say that I don't care anymore.
It's your life friend, no matter how much one would like to help you,
you are still the key of your own heart.

So many times I feel like slapping you to wake you up from all
those bs philosophy you have got to defense.
So many times I feel like bombing you with sarcastic word.
I hold back, I speak to myself, those line.
I digest it, I ask God, and It shouldn't be the way.

It should be mere LoVe.
Thus I am still here, sitting next to you.

I LoVe Friend, please LoVe yourself too
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How are you toDay

I am feeling very blank in fact.
I have done so much, experienced different feeling...
and yet I keep it so cool.
A couple of days ago, my morning started bad.
My rice box jatuh after I took it our from the microwave oven.
it fell with bottom touch on ground, so it wasn't that bad,
I kutip the egg and fish that scatter on the floor and then put it back into the box,
dust with a lot of black pepper and of course I finished it.

I psycho myself, put a grin on your face
Good things will tag along.
So my day ended happily.

hope you get the moral of the story.

vacant
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It's your StoRy,
so
......

thx CippY *deep thought*
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When dad passed away, it was like 5 years ago,
I wrote a lot about him, about how much I miss him.
Every time when I read back those words, they never fail to make me tears.

And a year passed, I was preparing for the student exchange program,
It never seems so easy, not as what you'll said after you see me return.
That time round, I decided not to write any discourage people or word in my blog.
Every time when I felt weak, I prayed, I prayed for financial aid, I pray for faith,
I pray for God to lead me through, as He'll have a plan for me.
So you'll never find a post about my journey of preparing my student exchange program.

And years passed again...
As you grow, you know better how to control the emotions.
Being emotionless is extremely sad,
at least you ought to know who or what will worth a sleepless night.

You know what friend, I am glad that you are experiencing the feeling now.
Cause it will accomplish you as a human, help you along your life.
Experience make you Grow.

hows the coffee?
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2010 wishlist-for this moment

I have mentioned about things that I want to do which might or might not involve alot of $$$

Here are some of the thing I am planing to get...
could be since last year...
Could be something I saw today at Leisure Mall...
As a good friend said- I am not good in prioritize...

1. Install Air-Cond in my room ( like it has been discuss since forever )
2. A proper bed with mattress ( Lagi Beyond Forever )
3. HiFI set (before Jas claimed she wnats for Bday, it's in my mind )
4. NetBook
5. BlackBerry
6. SunGlasses
7. Watches (did I use plural)
8. Starbucks Tumbler
9. mirror
10. *** (so reluctant to tell)

I am glad that 2 things actually happen which I think it's really God Works on Me.
First Aunt Lyna sent me the BSF class email...So I am planning to register myself in, so to complete my Bible study.
Secondly, as I prayed to God after the Sunday Service, He showed the path...
So I join the 领诗队. I always adore them, leading the praising on the stage...
Leading the service with prayer...
Learning to serve GoD...Like God...

Cantonese braVo
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Kul Sin Hkt Sin Kul

Jetstar have got a super low fare Sales on the 14th...
Every one near my cluster gone craZy...
Coming back from Singapore was like MYR 2.50-flight fare...
WTF right...
So, I was very very excited that Day....
My armpit is sweating in the air-cond very cold office...
Praying hard for the NSK not to fail me...
Debit card can't make payment for SGD...
Thx Maurisa for lending your credit card...

Looking forward for the beach holiday.

Holiday
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2010-still on the Resolution Page

You know how much I am a Free Spirit...
How much I hate the word Discipline...
Not even were I active in one of the Badan Berunifom back in High school...
Negative merit prefect...

This year I am gonna give myself a little challenges
that's to practice to be more discipline as a God's son, as a grown up...
Not too much of stress as usual...

Go to Church every Sunday (or Sat service, Dream Center-Boay Wei is there)...
Join the hymn singing team ( learn to serve the Lord)
Read Bible everyDay (at any time la)
=spiritual discipline needs hard work-Lydia Tang on FB=
Kick Boxing every Monday (at least this day is fixed)
Quit smoking ( so far set till January until further notice )

I am turning 24 this year, my skin is aging faster than my actual age...
that's little thing that I can do to help myself
to train myself to control my desire...
such as sleeping late
gradually bring forward my sleeping time, is one of my goal...
like a major one...
Bet it'll not only help my skin, it might clear my nose blocked problem as well...

bit by bit we can Do k...

Fighthing!
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Thank You

I am glad that I always met good friend.
First I thanked God about granting me all these nice people around me.

Tan Gini, If only you or your friend happen to search your name on google...
you might find this post...

You are always a mr Nice Guy.
I think you are just one fabulous person.
To me you are always a cute little (not in size) banana brother.
Your smart, cheerful, playful, helpful-ness made you such a charming friend.
You have all the things people will envy of...

Being a Japanese and Malaysian Chinese mixed, did not made you a weird snob...
I adore you as a humble person...as I should learn to be one and be pleasant in God's eye...

By showing my gratitude to you for being there,
STRETCHING your helping hand, every single time...

I really wish that if there is a chance that I am going to get marry and have a son...
I want to breed him as a gentleman like you.

thx for all the concern and ya, I'm still single after all these years...sigh
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New Year Post

It's like a default gesture off all blogger...
So what's with the new year resolution...
Will like to actually do a review on the what a Blast 2009...
that will be very soon

New Year Resolutions
1.To go to church every Sunday.
2. Finish reading The Bible
3.Spending time working out
4. live healthier life
5. Clearing all the debts, it will be a brand new year!

FreeDom!


to be continue
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