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Writing an apology letter.

2010-06-04T23:10:00.001+08:00

Writing an Apology Letter

An apology letter shows that you are sorry and says that you value your relationship with the other party. The sooner an apology letter is written and sent out the better it is for the relationship. Depending on the nature of the letter, it can either be written in the friendly or the business letter format.
Friendly/Personal Apology Letter

If this is a personal letter you should start the letter by saying that you are sorry to the recipient. Next you should admit your fault and take responsibility for your actions. Next you should volunteer or ask if there is any way that you can help out to resolve the situation. Then you should let the recipient that you will try to make sure that the situation will not happen again. To close off the letter you should apologize again. When writing a personal apology letter it should come from the heart and be sincere.

Formal/Business Apology Letter
If this is a business letter you should start the letter by saying that you are sorry to the recipient. Next you should give an explanation as to what went wrong. Then you should try to rectify the problem. To close off the letter you should apologize again.

taken from: letterwrittingguide
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baLance

2010-06-02T23:02:00.004+08:00

A few weeks ago, you asked me, " What is the most important matter in one life?" I was speechless, as I was clueless cause I have too many interpretation for the question you asked. The next day, my answer just suddenly pops up. That was what I always practice in my life. and couple of days ago, I received this forward mail in my inbox, pretty much explain my answer. It says~
Don't just have career or academic goals. Set goals to give you a BALANCED, successful life. I used the word BALANCED before successful. BALANCED means ensuring your Health, Relationships, mental Peace are all in good order. There is no point of getting a promotion on the day of you break up. (nodding)
There is no fun of driving a car if your back hurts. (totally understand). Shopping is not enjoyable if you mind is full of tension.
Life is one of those races in kindergarten where you have to run with a ping pong ball on a spoon kept in your mouth, if the ping pong ball falls, there is no point coming first. Same is with life where health, relationships are the ping pong ball. Your striving is only worth it if there is harmony in your life. Else you may achieve the success, but this spark, this feeling of being excited and alive will start to die.
...
=Don't be serious, be Sincere=quoted by Chetan Bhagat at Symbiosis

Striving for aBaLance
=DeN=

gentle reminder to Denise

2010-06-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

Girl,
I know you are doing a great job....just keep the feeling and thought clear in your mind.
refresh it now and than...
eyes on the guys, eyes on the guys...( funny la U, I mean me )
Make the goal clear, don't miss the mark.

Gambarimasu
=DeN=

Ms Independent 2

2010-05-28T14:42:00.001+08:00

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

What a sad statement to be claimed. I am afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. Thus I'd make myself very independant. But the desire of having someone to rely on and the insecurity of might not having that someone in times were all so pathetically strong.

Time after time, my parents and you and all my pass has make me M3. I am here glad and no glad.
I don't ever want to be unable to take care of myself.
Independence is significantly important to me...equivalent to have someone to rely on...

I LoVe U
=DeN=

2010-05-28T08:04:00.000+08:00

As obedient as a girl I am...
I'd almost picking up all the things you told me...
aLmost all...
I am moving on, yeah...
moving ahead...
moving away...

my purse is thirsty
=DeN=

2010-05-28T07:49:00.001+08:00

Can't believe after I have been blogging for 2 years here...
this is the first time I blog with updated toolbar.
WTH, I am a Super Dumbo.

YesterDay was generally a good Day. ( provided my major is to run away from truth.)
I just wanna share this 2 funny unknown people who cheer my day up on the street.
Ya On the Road, I should say.
I was driving to Ue3 to work and was stoping by at the traffic light near the Stadium Badminton Cheras.
then this man in God know wig or his own blonde clown afro hair, Bao Zha Head from the next lane in his driving seat, turn to me and wave Hi...
I was like..."Hi" (waving la)
than I can't stop gigling in the car...covering my mouth...
Than sis came and get my car, so she called me a cab.
Hop on the cab and heading back home.
On the way back, there is this another cab on my right...with a passanger sitting in the front...
basically a plump late teen boy, looking at me...
show me ghost face (tongue out) and than start smilling.
What a day to have 2 stranger in life to make your day.
aLways be gratefuL.
nVr give up
=DeN=

One Year aGo

2010-05-19T15:27:00.004+08:00

This was one year ago...posted on the 29thMac2009

Do this QuiZ

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. ( betulkah?) This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life.You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

THis is TODAY

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

=DeN=

note to =DeN=

2010-05-18T23:24:00.002+08:00

Dear Denise,

I know you are procrastinating, so please get your butt off the chair and take a shower.

Finish your transcription by tonight.

Distract yourself from the back ache if the medicine is not helping you. Play with you mind.

Pray for brother Tim who met an accident. and add the interpreter team in your prayer item.

Glory to God.

I LoVe you too. Be Good, okay...

From

=DeN=

Attraction

2010-05-15T01:34:00.003+08:00

Remember I talked about job magnet all the time?

So I believe the law of attraction did applied in my life.

The 3D2N I spent in the Gem Island,

I answered a total of 2 calls, both offered me some job. it

Glory to GoD, His grace is always sufficient.

Not only it apply on my career,

it also happen to be my long waiting vacations.

it comes one after another.

I took a short break this week and reward myself a getaway break in

a wonderful private island, spent some splendid time there.

I'd plan for this to celebrate that I have officially been working for a year.

11th May 2009 was my first day in the office.

Than it will be following by the LOUD Youth Camp in PD next month.

Helping out for the 1st time, doing consecutive interpreting for SuMei JJ.

Praise the Lord too, I'd always adore brothers who interpret for the church.

It will be a perfect platform for me to start serving with my given talent.

Thanks to SuMei JJ who have got faith on me and willing to share her 1st time with me.

I pray that everything will turn out well on that day.

I knew she has been putting great efforts on this. I will do my best too.

With Lord we can do this, sister.

August coming will be my long waiting trip with Bidor Besties to the Islands in 2 countries.

Phuket via Singapore and will stop over at Singapore on the way back.

Looking forward to meet those crazy people soon, in our first meeting like after CNY?

+ve me. jamming tomorrow

=DeN=

p/s: wrote some short passage on my holiday, will update soon

给孤独的人啊-

2010-04-30T00:00:00.008+08:00

古巨基-独男
晚饭得我望前顾后餐厅窗边走回头
泡面跟我是朋友熟悉得不需要抬头

不管我有嘴边的污垢
不知我连番激斗没对手才独斗
杀荒种种妖兽但我也快要成为怪兽

我没风格没人注视花不起钱讲潮流
我没好处没人约会躲于蜗居里漫游
逼不得已才爱上了自由

不知道如果不说话太久
难道会记不起怎呼救
遗忘谈情节奏
遗忘如何才可张开笑口

告诉我孤独并无罪
谁和谁不好意思不请我去
谈笑风生应对
我这样没情趣
明明毫无条件怎么敢趁嘘
前来寻开心心已虚
谁人能搞出这么多派对情侣都一对对
有我有独特奇趣应该真心想我去

我未好到被人发现仿佛隐居躯壳里
我未差到被人记住想改花名要问谁

不好玩到连街都不想去
早知道如孤僻中毒太深
寻伴侣我踩惯了地雷
能爬仍爬过去仍然无人能追怎么要追

告诉我孤独并无罪
谁和谁不好意思不请我去
谈笑风生应对
我这样没情趣
明明毫无条件怎么敢趁嘘
前来寻开心心已虚
谁人能搞出这么多派对情侣都一对对
有我有独特奇趣应该真心想我去

我未相信没朋友伸出双手打到有
你愿跟我做朋友但摸不到我手
=DeN=

SaturDay

2010-04-24T15:01:00.004+08:00

A few days ago, I have this thought to start writing about this...

I am a person who needs a lot of attention.
I like to be under the lime light.
Most of the time, I do not function really well in a group of people.
Through out the year, I find myself very sensitive over being abandon.
As sensitive as I am, I need a lot of focus in myself.
I need more self assurance then any others....
But I pretend as I do not need it, cause I'd given myself enough.
However, it always feel good to get compliment, right...
So I do welcome it.

Over the years, I gradually turn into a non-group animal.
I live with pairs. I have made a numbers of close friends.
Where by we spend a lot of time being just 2 of us.
I enjoyed the time, when their focus is on me and mine on them.
I have Jasmine, I have aLx, I have Jean, Sus, QY, CherRu, Reis, Kevin.
and I have had Lee Seng Cang too.
Those people who made me think I am special.
I am always grateful with their existence in my life.

As from the previous post I shared about the play I went to watch alone
I mentioned that we are all lonely cause we do not know how to express ourselves truly.

I always acted that I am able to do all things alone,
I can't understand people who can't dine out alone or watch a movie alone.
I do this quite frequently....I am a loner.
On one perspective, it really sound cool and yes, indeed to act alone, it's much less trouble...
You save a lot of time waiting for another, compromising your choice, and things like that.

But few days ago, I felt so defeated and weak...
The feeling of loneliness sudden attacks makes me so dejected...
I'd always be the one, who encourage Jas and aLx to be strong and positive...
But that day, I think I almost join them...
The reality is, there are times, that you'll fall...

However I am grateful that God will always be there for me.

Today, I return to Him and again never fail to re-bounce in Him.
Have a great time sharing with the brothers and sisters after my first jamming session.
Thanks Sister JingJing who remind me of what really counts in our life.
She said, when she found out that she was not invited to some of the friends wedding,
she felt somehow upset, but when she think about it again,
are all these really matter that much?

I am always amazed by His great plan in my life,
that He'd put wonderful people in my life who enrich me.

in Lord we LoVe
=DeN=

HoTaRu

2010-04-22T00:01:00.004+08:00

There is something about Japanese and the Hotaru-The play was written by a Japanese.
It's about a story of people fill with lonesome in their life. It happen all around the world.
They just want to be together.
But even if they are together, deep down inside they might be drifting apart.
Perhaps, that will be sadder...
I am glad that I am not the only lonely spirit in the theater.
Though I am much dejected after being turn down...
But at least I do enjoy the show in a sense that
it make me realise that, that's the truth...
people are lonely and mainly because they aren't good in expressing how they feel. They tend to tell or show the other way round...
I would be one of those....

r u lonesome to9
=DeN=

2010-04-20T21:41:00.004+08:00

昨天我走过你窗前，看见你
望着电脑荧幕认真思考的样子

没有停下来打招呼，是我胆怯
可还是沉淀在这一个人的浪漫里
有点电影的感觉

莎士比亚说爱情就像是生长在悬崖上的一朵花，想要摘就必需要有勇气.

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My AuRa

2010-03-22T11:07:00.003+08:00

Denise

how do u sense that I hv gd aura...elaborate more

Benjamin

anyway...ur aura is bright in color...yellowish and indigo...
u are very caring person, sumtimes very happy and sad..

ure a good person in overall...but dont test ur anger...

WoW!
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BounCing HappiLy

2010-03-22T00:32:00.003+08:00

Remember the KeiMa entry few months back?

I am now exiting over the fact that he is here finally.
Welcome to the WorLd, baby.
There are alot to take in your future.
So please enjoy your happy days.
I pray for you to grow up healthily.

Mikael Faisal
=DeN=

Reality

2010-03-21T23:55:00.002+08:00

Another great song introduce by Yee Ching- what a song again on a rainy night

Dreams are my reality,
a wondrous world where I like to be
illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams althought it's only fantasy
Dreams are my reality,
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night and loving you seems right
perhaps that's my reality
=DeN=

You and Me-Olivia Ong

2010-03-21T23:38:00.003+08:00

Such a nice song for rainy night.
it's like drug, can't stop replaying the song.
Hope you enjoy it too

thx YeeChing
=DeN=

不要驚動愛情

2010-03-21T00:53:00.008+08:00

很想輕撫你　所以避開你
寧願用距離　去令你好奇
迴避過眼神　先偷偷喘氣
吩咐手臂　放在原地
傳聞浪漫太快　愛戀都走得快
才會　遲遲未步向你　說一世愛護你

＊情太過洶湧像深海　而我卻會忍耐
但求來日你醒過來
這份情像翅膀打開
還沒有相擁別意外　神教會我等待
待情流像細水　才去承諾你
拿一生兌換愛

很心急擁抱　所以在禱告
求甜蜜以前　帶著你慢步
遊歷過旅途　等一天終老
生老病死　一起細數
原來慢慢靠近　更珍惜這一吻
而我停留是為了你　要給予你護蔭

能為愛戀學習按耐　情信寄進心內
但求能學會倚靠神
愛被馴服過更精采
連地老天荒亦不更改　時間永遠等待
等你情願那天　才去承諾你
無止境那份愛
我用沈默叫醒愛情　你用期待做你反應
繼續行近直至開始愛

=DeN=

LoVe LeTTers r GooD

2010-03-20T23:27:00.002+08:00

Jas

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SaturDay

2010-03-20T18:56:00.004+08:00

cooking
reading
sweeping
mopping
house keeping
laudrying
Every thing that I do it My Way!

HooRaY!
=DeN=

2010-03-19T20:42:00.002+08:00

My hand was shaking now...
I just finished the kick boxing training, was staying in the office for the whole day after work talking with Pearly and the girls.
Thus I did not have any food after lunch.
I almost faint during the training.

DiNneR
=DeN=

2010-03-19T01:01:00.000+08:00

The ReTurn of the MinD reaDer

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from PaPa with LoVe

2010-03-18T23:25:00.004+08:00

Someday, some boy will come and ask me for your hand
But I won't say "yes" to him unless I know, he's the half that makes you whole,
he has a poet's soul and the heart of a man's man
I know he'll say that he's in love
but between you and me he won't be good enough.

My little girl
=DeN=

2010-03-18T23:07:00.004+08:00

...当世界只剩下你和我...
..我们竟因分秒之差..
...错过了晚餐...
..你说是命运的安排..
...我只好等待...

学习
=DeN=

2010-03-10T10:41:00.004+08:00

什么时候我变成了别人口中的
...你的宝贝000...

I always think that I am your baby, you have make me M3 today,
most of the achievement I have got is your work.
You gave me opportunities.
You assist me.
You gave me support and care.
You treat me like a baby.
That you nurtured me well and equip me to face the horror world.
You said you will always be around.
But each time when you tell me that I'll be one day on my own.
I felt so sad as if like you are going to dump me soon.
I do not want to be miss Independent.

=DeN=

2010-03-06T23:40:00.002+08:00

http://weyeehandmake.blogspot.com

=DeN=

2010-03-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

When will you tell me....

in...
=DeN=

2010-03-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

最近发现自己原来多大都在
天亮以前出门，天暗而归

还好没以前的疲累
身心都健康
托福了

晚安
=DeN=

2010-03-02T22:01:00.002+08:00

How bad can one experience be to visit doctor at General Hospital?

How bad was it to be mistaken as a pregnant lady with the white missy dress you wore for 2 years?

Emotion are most affected by how we think
but not how the subjective matter that happen around us.

change ur mind set
=DeN=

2010-02-26T08:08:00.002+08:00

I can’t believe that we are approaching the first quarter of the year.
So are you a step forward to the goal that you set earlier in the year.
I’m never a determine person, rarely a goal catcher.
I always believe in living according to the heart desire.
I’ll do whatever, whenever I want to do it. – One of those people

Teen was right, or everyone else is right.
How can one live without a goal.
Where are you heading to?
What is the purpose of living?

So I come to mind that I might not be a big planner.
I can’t foresee the future to far ahead.
I hardly stress myself out to reach the infinite,
I like things to happen naturally.

Hence I guess, perhaps I can make some short term goal, things that I can achieve within shorter period with more obvious result.

It will make things lots easier for me.
Let’s see.
Thus far, I have got enough funds to clear my first debt.
The second debt which I pay by instalment has only got 3 months left.
So practically I have been closer to fulfil the few 2010 resolutions of mine.
I was thinking Denise Liew, bRaVo, BraVo!

Coming up might be the PTPTN, study loan payback arrangement. Should get things started soon.
And hell ya, what about to install the air-cond in my bedroom …
Now is just the perfect time.

Basically I have started to practice a better sleeping habit except during Chinese New Year.
And setting a shorter monthly goal of not smoking seems to work well.
Thus I have been a good girl for monthx2z.
This could be due to the changes of my status to a part timer at jet*. -less stress

Apart of that, I did not miss any of my Sunday Service just yet and my wish of joining the worship dream might be realize after I join the karaoke session on the Chinese New Year youth gathering.

~Blessed is me~
=DeN=

新年记

2010-02-19T14:32:00.003+08:00

打开电脑,开了new post页面, 还是有点空白.该写些什么呢?

心里突来的一阵空虚.

新年的匆匆忙忙,来不及做一个总结.

假如要以一个字来形容这次的新年,相信大家都会一致赞同-热.

如往常一般,只是今年真的特别热.

除夕在嫲嫲家吃了团圆饭.

年初一去教会做礼拜,下午去大姨家拜年,差一点没热死.

年初二与小姨吃午饭,晚饭,连续烧烤会-

最后还得了一条前两年她给我送的一款不同色的围巾.

年初三一早,开车回美罗.到巴杀吃过早餐,给爸爸买了叉烧和豆沙包,还有nescaffe.

就去探望他, 篱笆没有锁, 我们四个就在哪儿与爸爸谈了一会儿.

玩玩玩,过后想"跌胜杯"问爸爸我们可以走了没-没得胜杯

再问爸爸是否要我们多陪他一会儿-这回就得胜杯了

两次我们问爸爸,他都不让我们回.

晚上到怡保聚餐。。。
等等等等
现在已经回到家了，有点想念家乡的味道。
快到达KL的时候，突然发现那种以前来KL的感觉已经消失无踪。
那种对一个陌生城市充满未知期待变成了回家的感觉还是有点怪怪的。

很想家在乡里

=DeN=

reminder

2010-02-08T23:47:00.001+08:00

SOME1 HAVEN'T BLOG FOR 2 WEEKS AND MORE ALREADY....

update pls
=DeN=

malfunction nose

2010-02-08T23:26:00.004+08:00

Tonight I realized that I am handicap when my nose blocked.
By losing the sense of smell, I can't differentiate my shampoo and body shampoo.
Usually I can recognized my body shampoo fragrance cause it was so nice.
Tonight I squeeze it out and shampoo my hair happily,
but it felt extremely rough on my hair, so I thought it was because I dyed my hair.
Never mind, than I put more conditioner later.

Done with my hair, and wanted to reach my hand to the body shampoo bottle,
why is it the same bottle?
Okay fine, lets do the shampoo again,
tomorrow.

heard it was good.
=DeN=

2010-02-06T01:03:00.003+08:00

So many times I gave up.
I tell myself, I'll leave, I have done all I could.
And if I am not, I'll throw my tantrum right in to your face,
say that I don't care anymore.
It's your life friend, no matter how much one would like to help you,
you are still the key of your own heart.

So many times I feel like slapping you to wake you up from all
those bs philosophy you have got to defense.
So many times I feel like bombing you with sarcastic word.
I hold back, I speak to myself, those line.
I digest it, I ask God, and It shouldn't be the way.

It should be mere LoVe.
Thus I am still here, sitting next to you.

I LoVe Friend, please LoVe yourself too
=DeN=

How are you toDay

2010-02-03T23:02:00.003+08:00

I am feeling very blank in fact.
I have done so much, experienced different feeling...
and yet I keep it so cool.
A couple of days ago, my morning started bad.
My rice box jatuh after I took it our from the microwave oven.
it fell with bottom touch on ground, so it wasn't that bad,
I kutip the egg and fish that scatter on the floor and then put it back into the box,
dust with a lot of black pepper and of course I finished it.

I psycho myself, put a grin on your face
Good things will tag along.
So my day ended happily.

hope you get the moral of the story.

vacant
=DeN=

2010-01-25T23:21:00.004+08:00

It's your StoRy,
so
......

thx CippY *deep thought*
=DeN=

2010-01-25T10:08:00.003+08:00

When dad passed away, it was like 5 years ago,
I wrote a lot about him, about how much I miss him.
Every time when I read back those words, they never fail to make me tears.

And a year passed, I was preparing for the student exchange program,
It never seems so easy, not as what you'll said after you see me return.
That time round, I decided not to write any discourage people or word in my blog.
Every time when I felt weak, I prayed, I prayed for financial aid, I pray for faith,
I pray for God to lead me through, as He'll have a plan for me.
So you'll never find a post about my journey of preparing my student exchange program.

And years passed again...
As you grow, you know better how to control the emotions.
Being emotionless is extremely sad,
at least you ought to know who or what will worth a sleepless night.

You know what friend, I am glad that you are experiencing the feeling now.
Cause it will accomplish you as a human, help you along your life.
Experience make you Grow.

hows the coffee?
=DeN=

2010 wishlist-for this moment

2010-01-18T21:50:00.003+08:00

I have mentioned about things that I want to do which might or might not involve alot of $$$

Here are some of the thing I am planing to get...
could be since last year...
Could be something I saw today at Leisure Mall...
As a good friend said- I am not good in prioritize...

1. Install Air-Cond in my room ( like it has been discuss since forever )
2. A proper bed with mattress ( Lagi Beyond Forever )
3. HiFI set (before Jas claimed she wnats for Bday, it's in my mind )
4. NetBook
5. BlackBerry
6. SunGlasses
7. Watches (did I use plural)
8. Starbucks Tumbler
9. mirror
10. *** (so reluctant to tell)

I am glad that 2 things actually happen which I think it's really God Works on Me.
First Aunt Lyna sent me the BSF class email...So I am planning to register myself in, so to complete my Bible study.
Secondly, as I prayed to God after the Sunday Service, He showed the path...
So I join the 领诗队. I always adore them, leading the praising on the stage...
Leading the service with prayer...
Learning to serve GoD...Like God...

Cantonese braVo
=DeN=

Kul Sin Hkt Sin Kul

2010-01-16T22:34:00.002+08:00

Jetstar have got a super low fare Sales on the 14th...
Every one near my cluster gone craZy...
Coming back from Singapore was like MYR 2.50-flight fare...
WTF right...
So, I was very very excited that Day....
My armpit is sweating in the air-cond very cold office...
Praying hard for the NSK not to fail me...
Debit card can't make payment for SGD...
Thx Maurisa for lending your credit card...

Looking forward for the beach holiday.

Holiday
=DeN=

2010-still on the Resolution Page

2010-01-11T23:24:00.004+08:00

You know how much I am a Free Spirit...
How much I hate the word Discipline...
Not even were I active in one of the Badan Berunifom back in High school...
Negative merit prefect...

This year I am gonna give myself a little challenges
that's to practice to be more discipline as a God's son, as a grown up...
Not too much of stress as usual...

Go to Church every Sunday (or Sat service, Dream Center-Boay Wei is there)...
Join the hymn singing team ( learn to serve the Lord)
Read Bible everyDay (at any time la)
=spiritual discipline needs hard work-Lydia Tang on FB=
Kick Boxing every Monday (at least this day is fixed)
Quit smoking ( so far set till January until further notice )

I am turning 24 this year, my skin is aging faster than my actual age...
that's little thing that I can do to help myself
to train myself to control my desire...
such as sleeping late
gradually bring forward my sleeping time, is one of my goal...
like a major one...
Bet it'll not only help my skin, it might clear my nose blocked problem as well...

bit by bit we can Do k...

Fighthing!
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2873

Thank You

2010-01-10T23:08:00.003+08:00

I am glad that I always met good friend.
First I thanked God about granting me all these nice people around me.

Tan Gini, If only you or your friend happen to search your name on google...
you might find this post...

You are always a mr Nice Guy.
I think you are just one fabulous person.
To me you are always a cute little (not in size) banana brother.
Your smart, cheerful, playful, helpful-ness made you such a charming friend.
You have all the things people will envy of...

Being a Japanese and Malaysian Chinese mixed, did not made you a weird snob...
I adore you as a humble person...as I should learn to be one and be pleasant in God's eye...

By showing my gratitude to you for being there,
STRETCHING your helping hand, every single time...

I really wish that if there is a chance that I am going to get marry and have a son...
I want to breed him as a gentleman like you.

thx for all the concern and ya, I'm still single after all these years...sigh
=DeN=

New Year Post

2010-01-04T23:12:00.002+08:00

It's like a default gesture off all blogger...
So what's with the new year resolution...
Will like to actually do a review on the what a Blast 2009...
that will be very soon

New Year Resolutions
1.To go to church every Sunday.
2. Finish reading The Bible
3.Spending time working out
4. live healthier life
5. Clearing all the debts, it will be a brand new year!

FreeDom!

to be continue
=DeN=

Never get enough

2009-12-17T00:32:00.004+08:00

I know I am extremely pathetic
ask me...

where do I find LoVe.
How can I feel LoVe exist?

RomCom never fail me...
Living in a virtual world

too chicken and lack of luck
=DeN=
2791

身体亮红灯

2009-12-16T01:47:00.001+08:00

身体亮红灯在抗议，长期鼻敏感，喷嚏鼻涕不断不在话下；昨晚更是颈项肩膀紧蹦，转动不得。放工后去诊所打了一支止痛针，拿了两天病假。大概是上天也要我好好的休息，今天的口译工作不怎么顺利，问题出在哪儿我也不懂。客户就是不满意，叫我明天不必再来。已经不是第一次了，说麻木也不然，心里还是有点儿不是滋味。虽然Sam每回维护我说不是我的错，客户要求过分等…我心里也许该好过些，可是再想深一层，可能是自己真的做的不够好，有某某真的厉害，才被比下去了。常常让Sam难做，自己也过意不去，每每给他添麻烦来着。咳，朋友。。。翻译员的苦，焉人之能了。

要阿Q也可以很阿Q，天父或许怜悯我太操劳，心疼了想我稍息。停下脚步，花点时间疼惜自己。更新博客，回顾这几个月，总结2009，开始计划新的一年。那一天算算12月3日正是我入行1周年纪念日，这一天我会惦记在心，从没想过可以在这圈子可以活存下来。本只以为混几口饭吃，没想到这一做就是一个年头了。甜酸苦，紧张，兴奋，压力，无助，空白，情绪起伏上与下，不是三言两语就能道尽。

那天去理发，理发师Ken点出了头顶的秃，脱掉的头发，岂是常人所能了解的心痛。那一刻我差点儿没有放声哭出来。

=DeN=
2768

BOC

2009-12-06T02:13:00.000+08:00

Haven’t been writing for quite some time. If you want to read my word now, perhaps it will sound more negative. I have been working so hard the past month. I have got a balance pay back. I am grateful about that.

I have nothing to comment on how exhausted I am or how bad I felt when I have to scarify my holiday, long planed with my childhood friend.

The experiences I undergone for the past month is like a new lessons of about everything I tried.
Part of it was, I finally realise how depressing can an interpreter’s life be.
I deeply felt the saying of Tuan Haji always remind us in the class; Interpreter has the highest suicide rate.
And from interpreter friend: there are times when you really want to dig a hole and plant yourself.
Being an interpreter, you have got to have thick skin.
Yes I have it. And still, I thought I almost die suffocated in the air of embarrass.
You may not understand….
Interpreter is a lonely job….

And that’s over, I’ll be better. So….what are things that bother me so much…
That’s not about that, what is this?
Dear God, I ask for a peaceful mind.

=DeN=
2731

2009-11-20T03:14:00.003+08:00

Where did you pick up this accent?
huh?
Were you all been thought like that in your course at university?
No...what kind of accent do I have?
US accent.
Huh No...
Not Malaysian accent...
herrrr...o_0"

At least my lecturer will be proud of me, I guess...

act cool
=DeN=
2701

Blue from the 16th floor

2009-11-18T17:58:00.005+08:00

Today I am super EmO, I blame myself as a cancerian.

Some one in the office has met some tragedy in life.

Which affected my mood so dramatically.

Email was sent out as his house being

Broken in.

The father was in comma.

And he was being attacked and broke his arm and wrist.

As I mention before, my life as an interpreter might not be long.

Today Sam has shorten my pain.
The client would have to engage other interpreters for 21 nov.

And this means there will be no opportunity for me.

Still can't get over the blue.

Hate that I am such an emotional freak.

=DeN=

2679

2009-11-11T23:36:00.003+08:00

神

你是我依靠

一直都在
=DeN=
2655

Updates

2009-10-29T08:38:00.001+08:00

Early morning yesterday I woke up and collect my car at the car wash across the road, drive to the park.

Jog like less than 15 mins, I felt as if I am going to faint; wonder how can I survive the Penang Marathon though its only Fun Run- 10KM duh.

Bath and groomed, pick up Reis at Tiara Duta, head to KLCC for lunch at Sakae, everything was fine until we left and window shop at Parkson, as this ass itch me went into the fitting room to try out a pair of shorts, I left my hand phone on the chair. When I realize that about 5 mins later, it was too late. It was no longer there. So then I lost my hand phone.

Suppose to meet up Kevin for movie and dinner treat. Plan still go on but it gets a little bit complicated as I have to contact him via public phone booth which was placed in quite a hidden area in Sunway Pyramid.

So we did meet up in the end, watch the meatball, 3D animation-my treat. T.G.I sirloin steak and lamb chop, his. I am planning to bring him to food foundry next time.

Muscle are still in slight pain, but really have to boost my stamina from now, if not Kevin can really see me passing out on the bridge when he is doing his half marathon while I am on my Fun Run.

Assigned my little sister to get me a 2^nd hand phone, budget below RM200. I am really running out of this, yesterday was the pay day, I am close to dry. Haih…Hope we can still live in the world where hand phone is still not a necessity.

=DeN=

2620

tada

2009-10-25T21:07:00.001+08:00

At Last something great happen.
So the lesson of the day is you have to endure, until the end….
There is never NEVER.

I was late (~got late/ LAID?~) to work today as I thought my schedule is on the 12-9 instead of 11-8.
So that was just the beginning,
I answered 3 calls, and it took me 1hr and 15 mins.
Oh My F**king DUT………
My AHT was like 1500sec…
The rest of the day I was just chasing my AHT and
hoping it is now at least on the edge of 300.
Calls after call on a Sunday…not good
until I end my shift, then only the IDLE came.

Anyway, on my last call I finally rent out the 1^st car of the day.
Then I go to 4^th floor for a puffer,,,
The phone rang and so goes the long lost miss Susi…
“ Denise, are you free, next Saturday?”
“I am getting marry…”
Me. “ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH…..!”

Congratulation my dear, 1^st best friend’s wedding that I am attending.
Hope this is the beginning of all GOOD things…
Bless is the baby….

Trip to Penang, accommodation settled, might have grand hotel stay with cheap price too…
How about a BBQ and drinking session?
Hmmmm…

I am LoVing LiFe…..

LoG from office
=DeN=

2605

Corperate Wear Day

2009-10-22T23:16:00.003+08:00

I must have missed a breath of fresh air in the office yesterday...
Should have check in to check out what a scene it has been...
Wish I was there, I am a very corporate wear person...
I am

错过的总是美丽
=DeN=
2578

stiLL not an animal LoVer

2009-10-21T03:29:00.003+08:00

I am never DoG person, to be frank never an animal person.
Tonight I heard of 2 Dog stories, which touch my heart abit, just a wee abit.

Wesley is Cher Ru's dog, I met him once, he is white and fluffy, not very big.
I am not too good in describing dog, not my type though.
According to Cher Ru, Wesley can really understand human's emotion, at least he understand his master.
When she was sad and crying in front of him, he will lick her tears dry.
Don't you think that is sweet?
Anyway I still won't let a dog come near me, don't even think of licking me, please.

Kar Sang's 小白 left the family tonight, about a few hours ago.
Though I never meet the dog, but apparently they have share a lot of memory together.
This dog must have been a loyal dog and had bring so much fun to the family once.
Tonight he'll sleep in peace. and I hope that he'll ascend to heaven.
Though I can't really comprehend the relationship between human and dog.
but I can truly understand the hardship of losing a family member.

Pray for Wesley long life so to unceasingly entertain my friend when she is sad, and I wasn't around for dinner.
Pray for 小白 to rest in peace, and Kar Sang to overcome the emotion very soon.

how to LoVe a Dog
=DeN=

2009-10-18T23:23:00.003+08:00

如果你译,

我不是一定要你回來,只是當又一個人看海,回頭才發現你不在,留下我迂迴的徘徊...

我不是一定要你回來，只是當又把回憶翻開，除了你之外的空白，還有誰能來教我愛...

佩恩想念他父亲时在听这段曲，
我庆幸爸爸不曾爱海，看海没有让我太想他。

想念
=DeN=

Dear friend

2009-10-18T00:04:00.003+08:00

In fact, my wish has come true...
but that's not the point and again I miss the mark...
Anyway...
Lately I heard a few friends have lost their parents...
I can feel the pain,
even though I am just glancing at the picture, reading the line...
thinking of that can kill me...
I tear in my heart every single time...

I know you must have heard about 10 thousand times from your friends, your love one asking you to be STRONG and TOUGH
Dear friend, I'm here to tell you, you have aLL the reasons to be not strong,
to be weak and cry all night, cry after you waking up from a dream of seeing them,
cry whenever you heard the word s/he said to you once,
cry whenever you walk past the memory lane...
Cry whenever you imagine they will not appear in your wedding portrait,
they will not be there to witness your future...
You have all the reason...

So you do not need pretend to be tough,
you need LoVe and care...
I will say TIME will cure the pain...though it'll take very long...
Take Care...

in memory
=DeN=

2009-10-15T00:44:00.002+08:00

Wishing for a rainy OFF day,
sipping tea in front of the window,
writing...

=DeN=

心灵的保养

2009-10-14T22:40:00.003+08:00

放工后为了避开车龙，决定呆在公司一会儿。
闲晃之际发现同事Illyas正在阅读摄影杂志，两人就谈起来，后来还一块ｍａｍａｋ去了。
他学院时期念旅游，时常去旅行，开始爱好摄影市最近的事．
虽说摄影并非平民百姓能负担的嗜好，可是总比花钱吸大麻好．
说着说着, 他竟然问我说，你有去过露营吗？

我知道我的开头很缠脚布，改不了细节重点化的表达。

他想说，
人们注重外表，肉眼看得见的我们。为了身体健康，你去健身室做健身，你照顾饮食。
那心灵呢？他也属于我们的一部分。
城市人尤其没有时间照顾心灵的感受。

每天每夜，看的听的做的，　统统都那么急促匆忙，除了鼻子以外，眼睛耳朵双手甚至双脚还有心灵都喘着气。动态的城市，汽车，捷运，行人，来来往往。

有时间应该到瀑布，森林等接近大自然，体验一下地上最基本的享受。
树木的绿色，是使平静的颜色，多看绿色及静态的生物，流水，蚂蚁漫步。。。
有助中和心灵的不平衡。腾出一点时间，给心灵做一些保养，哪怕是打坐，冥想甚至不想，都可让身心的负能量有机会释放。

三不无时来个回归大自然的疗程，奖励自己长时间的埋头苦干，舒缓城市生活紧绷的情绪。
生活愉快点，就算没有快乐点，也会比较中性，至少不会极端。
收集过量的负能恐必有朝一日会物极生悲哉。

快乐生活笔记
=DeN=

准时

2009-10-01T23:01:00.001+08:00

准时

以赛亚书 26:9a 夜间我心中羡慕你。我里面的灵切切寻求你。

这个世界以迟到为时髦。人们为了显示自己重要而故意迟到。因为这表示别人不得不等他们。仆人是那些早到的人。他们等待别人。你觉得你比别人更重要吗？还是你有仆人的心？你是想然神等你还是你等神？

“我等候耶和华，我的心等候。我也仰望他的话。”【诗篇 130:5】

“次日早晨，天未亮的时候，耶稣起来，到旷野地方去，在那里祷告。”【马可福音 1:35】

一个有仆人之心的人一听到神的命令就立即行动。“我急忙遵守你的命令，并不迟延。”【诗篇 119:60】看一看你是不是殷勤地寻求神的命令，在哪些方面你也许延迟遵行。

=DeN=

hidden story

2009-09-25T15:19:00.004+08:00

When I was young, I remember that my father has a rug,
It was quite a big piece of it, beige-ish, with green and black pattern.
I do not have much memory with that rug.

Lately I am planning to re furnish my room,
trying to remove the King size bed my parents got it when they first get married.
The mattress was badly wet last few months as the burglar broke the roof and follow by the downpour next day.
So I was thinking to get a rug or nice carpet to fill the long un expose area under the bed.
Past Wednesday, I went to IKEA with Cher Ru, wanting to check out the prices for the furniture and rug.
Oh My God the rug was so dear that I can in fact get a queen size mattress,
suddenly this old piece of my dad's rug flash through my mind.

After I went home, I tried to search in to the cabinet, and can't seems to locate the rug.
I ask mummy, she can't really remember either we gave it to Auntie Lyna (dad's sis) or whoever and in the end like its given to some else. But its definitely not at home now.

I called grandma today, hoping to track the long lost rug. Mama said its not at their home.

I call Rachel, and Rachel barely can recall, but she was saying something like it was abandon in the old house in Bidor or was thrown some where...

I email Auntie Lyna,

姑姐，

Do you remember that my dad has a rug like beige and green color one?

欣

Ya ., Where is it now?

Maybe throw already, haih...
U still remember that ka?
When did he bought it?

Hand made from his ex girlfriend

sure boh, that one quite big a piece wei..

why throw it away it took 1 year to finish and I am the designer

My heart felt a little tear when I read this, and it's shrinking smaller and smaller...
I hope I can find back this piece of His-Story.

trace
=DeN=

Oxford Mini Thesaurus

2009-09-09T14:39:00.002+08:00

Don v. put on, get dressed in, dress(yourself) in, get into, slip into/ on, change into

When u feel like making people's day misarable

2009-09-09T09:03:00.002+08:00

I am not really sure, but again I am quite certain,

They are people here just to make your day grey.

Ever since I work in a call center,

I am trained to be numb with all the emotions one should have,

When they shoot you with swear word,

They yell at you

They claimed that you yell at them

You being threaten

You have caller crying and shouting in the other end.

You are just be fine tuned

To be better in this place

w/out empathy

=DeN=

My first attempt

2009-09-08T07:09:00.002+08:00

Early morning at 7sm, I am at my workstation attempting to post an entry from here.
I have never use this tool to post blog by email.
Blogger might have been that thoughtful, for people like me who actually have limited access to the internet as the proxy setting here in the office.

I am here for about 4 months to come, still never intent to break the rule, well, intent is not so right,
Perhaps I should use the word successfully break.
Anyway…
Let's see if this work…

Pretender

2009-09-02T22:14:00.003+08:00

I think I just turn down a job of the marketing research company.
As the reason given I will not be able to commit entirely if I wanted to continue my life as an interpreter.
The key word here is "IF".
I still can recall the other day when I quote Sam saying
" 在这行，你不需要名片，越是有名片，臭名传得越快"
So then I did said
" I realize, me always delaying my plan to print name card suddenly became a blessed thing.
Guess I can't stay here that long, I have to let go before I risk my reputation in this field."
After that few days, I have been doing a few groups, turn out to be that I am still doing fine.
Is just that I do not have faith in myself, not anymore, not even before.
I am constantly doubt with my ability.

I am just trying to gather some opinion here,
Don't you think so who ever is good in what ever field, ya they might be really good and qualified in that area, at the same time they are as well...
Oh..oh...oh...oh...Ooh...Yes, I am a Great Pretender...

Like me, I am probably good but not the best (not as good as Sam), I'm just good at pretending that I am good, I won some of the client trust, but how long can this be real?
Vain...vain..vain...

Some of the researcher told me, they dig their fucking head into the designing of the questionnaire, preparing for or IHV or FGD, recruitment of respondent, liaise with client and people like me that some time screw them up, compile and analyze the feedback, finalize with report writing (best part), and what the so call DIRECTOR do, is to present the outcome to the client, by all the bluffy,fluffy, flowery words...They are not even there at the FGD, ass hole kan...

So, this is life...
Never stop to strive to become a good pretender.

LoVe ur Job
=DeN=

Funeral

2009-09-01T21:17:00.002+08:00

Have you ever been planing yours?
I was out with CheRu and Sandra last night,
instead of planning our wedding, CheR and I were actually visualizing our funeral.

She wants a happy funeral, music play from her ipod, including Coldplay Yellow.
White roses, white coffin (not necessarily to be dear),
and she demands for alcohol. ( don't talk to alcoholic)

Ya, mine as well in the other hand, doesn't really matter the color of my coffin,
flower to me is kinda a vain, but yeah for a function like this, you should at least get me some nice white lily, even jasmine will be good, I like the fragrance (while fresh).
what I am looking forward will be the content of D day.
If possible play some jazz,
I want all the people I care and care about me there...
Get together and talk about me...
Tell the rest about how am I am to you...
I make CheRu in my list if we'll still be close for the next 10 fine years...
Jasmine is totally can't run from this...
I think Chang Chew will have a lot of thing to tell...( my hair style evolution )
In fact, you may register your name here.
Let me know what will you remember me the most...
What will you miss the most out of me...my laughter...I know...
Share with me, all the delightful moment I might has forgotten...
I will be sitting at the corner, listening and enjoying all this flash back...

looking forward pulak
=DeN=

Disturbed

2009-09-01T00:25:00.003+08:00

I understand the ground of me not to add everyone who requested to befriended Facebook is actually a wise move, its a mutual thing.
Not only I do not want to get involve too much in your life and vice verse.
I am afraid I know you too much and too transparent to me and vice verse.

I am really disturb emotionally...
I am too coward to get to know one further...
I always got the wrong one...

not even to take the 1st step
=DeN=

truth

2009-09-01T00:05:00.005+08:00

Truth is always ugly and hurtful.
Changes as well, I don't know why I always relate changes to something negative.
Which should not be.
I will be most sad if I see someone change as he or she force too...
They weren't that calculative before...
They weren't that protective before...
or
This was not what I thought he or she is...
ya...
Suddenly I hope everything remain unknown to me...
Do not ever reveal this evil side of the world to me...
I really rather die in beautiful lies...
I am too fragile to take all the facts...
Like the kissing fish is in FACTs fighting when they kiss...
wtf, can't they just keep this to themselves...
Shallow...you can say so...
or unable to take the stress of the reality...
yes whatever you may claim...
my objective is to live a happy life...
That's all,
Do not flood me with truth that is not pleasant to ear, eyes, health and mind...

Over the blast of a new entry...wow!
=DeN=

My hair

2009-08-31T23:32:00.003+08:00

Recently I got a hair cut, you all knew it right.
What you might not know is that,
( me personally was unaware of as well)
This is actually the same as how I looked like 11 years ago,
when I was in my primary 6.
Thank for Chang Chew to remind us about that.
Good to have old friend around.

I LoVe you guys
=DeN=

One of the Chienese Valentine

2009-08-26T23:30:00.004+08:00

According to lunar calender, today is the 7th of the 7th month, which we acknowledge it as 七夕, I would said what a romantic word. Today is one of the few Chinese Valentine Day, apart from the last day of Chinese New Year, Chap Gor Mei.

As I am already fond of the number 7, I already like this day. As much as I like it, just as I have it embroiled in my heart now.

Four years ago, around this time...
Father might has just breath his last breath...

In this memorable day, I wish he would be proud of what I am doing today.
aLx said he will...
I choose to believe him...

I think I need a HuG.

I LoVe you, papa
=DeN=

The excitement of a Kei Ma

2009-08-24T21:44:00.003+08:00

She decided to keep the baby. As one of her best friend, I choose not to be a rational friend. I am excited to be one of the baby's many races Kei Ma. I just want to be a supportive friend. I LoVe you, and will always do...
May God bLess you and the baby.

Stand by you
=DeN=

本地音乐

2009-08-22T17:09:00.002+08:00

本地音乐越来越活跃，才子才女百出。
最近一届的娱协奖，办的有声有有色，看得自己特别感动。（看了好几遍）

下班驾车回家的路上,听见988的studioV 现场演唱节目。
今天的表演嘉宾的美声实力创作男歌手，伍家辉。
配合这个下午的气氛感觉，灰凉的雨天加上他凄美的歌声，
主持人说他擅长写及演绎那些唱得让人很痛得歌。
不择可否, 虽然我愿意-经典
现场自弹自唱了Olivia Ong 的如烟，燕姿的祝你开心（家辉作品），栋梁的平静曲(家辉作品）.
听了他唱现场，顿觉该效仿好友妙凌出钱出力支持本地创作。

除了伍家辉，也想向大家推荐Manhand, 大马第一支以广东话为主流的饶舌乐队.
要多多支持哦!

Made in Malaysia
=DeN=

男人的用处

2009-08-22T16:55:00.003+08:00

男人的用处之一：
发生车祸时，男人可以站出来，替你“讲数”。
你大可以一言不发，呆在一旁，看他讲道理。
然后上车后，他有感而发的说："幸亏今天有个男人在车上."
我也这般想，要是我一人，在黑漆漆的晚上，繁忙的交通圈旁，
可能我已经把全副身家掏出来，赔给那个锡克人叔叔了。

谢谢你撒姆尔
=DeN=

AleXis@The Garden

2009-08-22T16:37:00.003+08:00

Tiramisu

B4 the interpreting assignment
=DeN=

JoB MaGneT

2009-08-20T22:45:00.002+08:00

This was sort of a lingo between Syl and we the group.
He invented this term when we were still in campus, leaving live as a full time freelancer( part time student).
I just got another offer from a job I applied like months back in jobstreet.
When I said another one...meaning said I had one before this.

OmG, is that the answer of my prayer?
=DeN=

名人名句

2009-08-20T22:02:00.003+08:00

Theresa Goh: "人"到用时方恨少

This indicate how important to build your network from now on and continuously, though so, quality network is as well one essential key to success. As written somewhere I read in the small self development hand book Sze Sze gave me, "you only need to get through 4 persons to know the people you are looking for".

Samuel Chew: 在这行，你不需要名片，越是有名片，臭名传得越快
Then I realize, me always delaying my plan to print name card suddenly became a blessed thing.
Guess I can't stay here that long, I have to let go before I risk my reputation in this field.
Bye bye $.

Stressed-DeStressed
=DeN=

You are not aLone

2009-07-20T23:30:00.002+08:00

Dear J nG
After listening to your story, I have a very strong feeling towards this phrase,
"You are not aLone" or " I'm not alone".

As Chinese proverbs said, "家家有本难念的经". I do believe that it's all the hardship we undergone that made us who we are today. We should be grateful and glad that we were brought up this way with all the life experiences others might not have.

We are healthy, capable to earn a living, not so descendant. Our background has leave a print on us. Look at you and me, we are not too bad, and indeed, we were very good person, with bright future, living happier life than many others.

When ever I met a weirdo, I will try not to put any judgment but think that, they might have come from an indifferent family background or have a significant past. This, I'll show empathy.
We all have a past, please not be ashamed of it.

Be grateful that your mum and dad has nurture you this big, thus though you are not loaded, at least you have story to tell your kids, and please bring them up well in the future.

aLL the best friend.
=DeN=

JeRuBu

2009-07-18T13:09:00.002+08:00

烟霾笼罩的天空，流不停的鼻水
讨厌不熟悉的老麦，
想念皇后广场的星巴克

定了机票，8月9号，回槟城。
亚航早班机，6.55am出发7.45am到达。
没有机场LiMo,可我有御用飞车接送。

忘了点歌给婉绫
=DeN=

I was in BaD fLu

2009-07-18T12:15:00.003+08:00

Since last Sunday's trip to Batu Caves, I have never stop sneezing and blowing my nose. Excessive fluid running all over my nasal tract. Its must have been the haze in PJ and KL area.

My skin became extremely dehydrated to needle poking pain. I have put on masks, and still...

I wore a mask to work yesterday, people in the office was like, why you so kia si...
Ah ping yiu a, I kia lu si la...
I got bad flu wei...

at McD:
M3: Minta maaf, boleh bagi tissue lagi?

lack of Vit C (which define by Sensei)
=DeN=

Happy Birthday

2009-07-18T11:08:00.005+08:00

First of all, I should address my heart felt apologize, as I’d disappeared for some 4 long weeks without any notice before hand, nor in between.

Yes, modem at home was broken on a thunder rainy day. Well, the problem is yet to be fix till now.

So, Mc D was one of the solution or Jun Ng’s Digi Broadband in the office.

It was my 23^rd birthday last Saturday; the least expecting surprise party came his way. I am not a fan of those, as I thought my family is secretly planning for a BBQ party as I wished but end up blown due to tight budget.

I went to work at 6am and come back at around 3.30pm, I was so tired, I lie flat on the bed till 7pm, and then Kuan drag me to Carefour, thus to spare time for Rachel and the Bidor gang to do their job. We were in the hypermarket for like hour or more.

On the way home, as we were near the home gate, I saw a Pizza Hut delivery man left. I was thinking, so our dinner tonight is certain now. Rac ordered pizza. Wait a minute here, the house is all dark, nobody was there. How can Rac order pizza and left the house empty? I should have stopped the pizza man before he left.

I open the gate, the the metal and wooden door, just when I confirmed that the alarm is not set…

“Happy Birthday to you….” Cha is holding the Chocolate Indulgence with candle from Bidor as it written, and the representative from 5 Raya 2003, Chang Chew the planner, Wah sifut, Sook Teng, Shyan Ling and Chiew. Oh my God. I never thought it was them. Thank you so much, people. It was almost the best surprise party I ever have. Life is so good with friends around.

p/s: Though the cake was a little bit cacat, but I really appreciate the LoVe and friendship behind it.

LoVe yaLL

=DeN=

Update at WorK

2009-06-18T00:11:00.004+08:00

While waiting for "情人" to load.
I'll just give a bit of update at work today.
Apparently we the newbies GeN II has been assigned
to respective team and divided into 4 groups.

I am officially be-teamed with my TL Vennicia.
So far so sweet a girl.
Pray for everything good.

Something exciting in life happen today.
I finally got a Japanese caller.
Tried my best to help.
Guess I got that solved, I hoped.
Mr. Cheah the project manager said if I am pro in KeiGo, he's going to offer me RM3,000!

WeI! LeVeL 1 here I come.
KeiGo Class, Here I come!.
tsuto ganbatemasune!

つと頑張ってますね
=DeN=

Dedication

2009-06-17T22:26:00.003+08:00

SPECIAL THANKS TO

MR aLex TAN JUN HOE

FOR KINDLY DOWNLOAD

&

send m3

The Show-Lenka

I am EnJoYinG it to the MaX here!

ありがとうなあ

stuck

=DeN=

UntiL then...GooD ByE

2009-06-17T22:04:00.003+08:00

The Show!! by Lenka

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but i don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause its to much, yea its alot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool, out of love
Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tride, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And sicronise in time

It's a joke, no body knows
They got a ticket to the show
Yea

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tride, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show(x2)

I want my money back(x3)

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back(x3)

*My reader probably expecting this to be post here.
I know, not creative at aLL.
UntiL I learn how to post a youtube clip here, good bye...

I have lost my connection with my fountain of inspiration,
I have nothing new or fresh or fishy for the moment,
my life is just going a bit of down stream,
but it will be fine.
I am recovering...
UntiL i come back...good bye

let the music heal my soul
=DeN=

Long Lost M3

2009-06-08T22:21:00.003+08:00

I woke up late last Friday, and skip work
I understand no matter how ever sinful and guilty I felt.
All the reason truth or false,
will eventually interpreted as eXcuses.

As to answer Kee Huei's question while lecturing me this morning,
I think this will be the best solution,
the promise I made to ensure that NO next time.
I bought this damn LOUD pasar malam China made
aLarm cLock.
No Jokes, Man!
It's so gonna wake up the whole village.

Sorry if you will be irritated,
this is the promise between me and Kee Huei.

u should look at my face then
=DeN=

I am sorry

2009-05-25T22:58:00.002+08:00

I am sorry if I had make this home unpleasant to stay.
Believe me this is the last thing I want to do here.

Sellfish?
=DeN=

1st day on floor

2009-05-25T22:34:00.004+08:00

Today was actually my first officially answering call day.
Like we meet some jack asses,
as well as some pretty nice and cool people.

Few days ago I kinda come to this thought that, Malaysian the multi racial should be
the least racist nation among all.
As for the people from other country is actually discriminating us.
So what if we are already racist among ourselves, then it will double the racism.

Working here, you will deeply feel it.
Why can't someone just understand that, no matter wherever you go,
they are people speaking the same language in different accent,
stop thinking that you speak the most accurate one,
be patient, try to understand each other.
Spend a little time and get your trouble shoot, and solve.
Wouldn't it be easier, if you pace your tone, make it clear, get it straight.

We are just trying our best to help.
and we have a mother too.
Do respect yourself when you use the F word through the fon to someone who is trying to help.

TQ 4 calling Jet*
=DeN=

STOP!

2009-05-25T22:20:00.003+08:00

I tell you what! No one is going to take control of my life.
Don't try to manipulate my decision.
My peace of mind has been perished.
I felt very disturb, all I ask for is to be alone.
Live my life, walk my way out.
I still love the world,
all I need is just some space to breath.

STOP trying ruin my day, like every single day.
STOP disturbing me with my un-will.
It was totally ridiculous to have me put through here.

Too much of negativity,
I think I need a massage,
to release some bad chi.

FreeSpirit
=DeN=

100th

2009-05-24T22:47:00.003+08:00

I can't believe my 100th post in this blog is about
how stupid cana Maybank Cherry Debit Card can be.

If you owned one of this cherry card, these might be things that you
might not be aware of.

You went in to a shop, pick something you need,
and ready to pay with your cherry card.
Unfortunately the cashier at the register make a small mistake with the charges, anyway she notices it before she put the payment through.
Which literally mean she did not approve the transaction, however this Maybank fella, damn smart arse, still deduct the un-approved transaction.
Thus an amount of money will be debit from yours truly account.
Now you can ring to 1300-88-6688 and inquire about this,
in return you will get this:
"To refund, it will take 16 working days." and she means WORKING DAYS. which equal to almost one month, man.
Isn't this crazy?

Now let's say you leave the shop and head to the petrol station, well I fuel up Shell.
If you are wondering. Yes, the machine can process payment using the smart cherry card.
Like most of the machine, you just need to swap it like all the credit card, where by you do not require to key in the amount. Well ya, you are happily pumping. Then you went inside to withdraw some money in order to pay for some ice cream.
Wait a minute, why on earth that my balance gone so low? The fuel cost me only like RM60 something. I was like what the F? So you check online and found on the description column something : Pre- Auth Debit. and the amount is RM200.
and again, WTF?! When on the holy earth that I spent 200? You then drop another line to this 1300-88-6688 and talk to the customer service fella, so this how it works.
Where ever petrol station you go, except for Petronas, RM200 will be debited from your account when you swap your cherry card. (Petronas RM150) and it take 3 to 7 days to refund the balance to your account.
How sweet is this. Tell me about it...
Damn stupid system, wei...
By the way, only certain machine can you apply the key in amount fuel pump at the station.
p/s: sorry I don't know how to rearrage this sentence.

Pissed~
=DeN=

here

2009-05-19T22:18:00.002+08:00

I think some of them take drug.
Is it ganja that make your eye red after you take it?
and people usually don't take it in the morning?

OMG
=DeN=

Things to be done-ToDaY

2009-05-10T10:09:00.005+08:00

1. Breakfast before my aunties come and pick me up to the church, and they will be coming in any time from now.
2. Practice the road to my working place, once again.
Sincere apology, I am a road blind.
3. Iron all my working attire, before they get all dusty.
Get ready to work, now.
4. Surf the net about Jetstar product,
So that I won't be too lost in the training tomorrow.
5. Update more blogs.
6. Room Keeping.
7. Laundry.
8. Sleep early.
9. Pray for rain.
10. Pray for health.

GO get Food!
=DeN=

We BloG

2009-05-10T09:59:00.004+08:00

Do you agree that,
when we are lonely,
we feel more emotional,
that trigger a lot of thinking,
and we do not have anyone to talk to,
as we are lonely,
so we flip up the laptop,
log in here,
and blah bla bla bla blah..
we talk about
Mother la,
Father la,
lover la,
music la,
movie la,
you la, me la
life la,
future la,
See, so many =la=
So the conclusions are
Loneliness is the fountain of inspiration
&
Jasmine and I are both experiencing the emotion,
now.

Hachion!
=DeN=

For this Mothers' Day

2009-05-10T09:36:00.005+08:00

I am not sure, but I think I feel sorry for my mum,
not that I think I am guilty in any sense,
but really,
I feel sorry about her life of being a Mother.

Seems to me, she thinks she is failure mother.
She told me the other day,
the biggest mistake in her life was to get married.
She rather be single and enjoy the freedom.
Once again I am not so sure about whatever she said.
Because she can said whatever she wants,
and does not mean it.
As she has all the right to do it as a women.

It makes my dream of having a happy family,
and making my biggest ambition of becoming a mum,
hesitate a bit, just a little bit,
but it still matters,
Because it's from the mouth of my own mother.

I felt sorry for her difficulties in expressing
her LoVe to us, especially.
How can a mother not love their children.
So she does love us,
and of course she has her favourite daughter,
among 4.
Well, that's fine for me.

Except the way, she trying to show her concern to us.
It's really abnormal as compare to the norm.
As though she makes our life really miserable,
maybe on that day, but it does impact me on my life.
I never thought, I have night mare,
which I almost cry out loud of being...

I think it's really hard for me,
in return,
to show my love toward you
this I am sorry,
It feels really awkward now,
to say Happy Mother's Day to you.
This is even faker,
then you think we are being one,
just because we do not want you
to say that a young kid is ugly.

Mum,
I really hope you can understand,
all we want is you to be happy.
Start your first line, with positive statement.
Mean what you say,
and have friends.
We are all in fear, that we are gradually
becoming you.

Women...
=DeN=

2009-05-10T04:04:00.002+08:00

I should be attending a
Cantonese Sunday Service.
when I arise later from
a hot couch or hot bed.
So I need to sign off now,
but I will be back tomorrow
for more...

awaiting
=DeN=

Finally.

2009-05-10T02:47:00.003+08:00

I finally finished my translation, like almost finalize the whole series.
All left is just editing, and translate the damn poem.
You think become a translator is a piece of cake, come on...
you want to take a dare?
Oh, the etiquette of a translator just hit my head.
I can't reveal any of the material.
But truly truly I tell you, it's not easy.

In doing translation, you require more discipline ( which appeal to me very challenging) and more knowledge, in performing the job. And most of all, procrastination, which I really have to fight with myself about this.
At times, I think a translator job are more challenging then an interpreter.
But there are some funny moment doing interpreting too.
You will never expect to interpret 女头家 the drama's title and 任达华 the actor cum spoken person for Canon, in to English.
Out of a sudden, you really need to "pick up for live"-执生。
Now I found out that 女头家 is call The Iron Lady, which I was told by a pillar under Bangsar Lrt Station.
But the Canon spoke person's name still can't come to mind now.

Anyway I'd got the files all sent, I am Free-er now.
Not totally but, ya, 1 task down.

Hot Night
=DeN=

I can't Breath

2009-05-04T21:48:00.002+08:00

It is very stuffy here.
I think I need a window,
I need to puff a breather.
Like what he said.

I want my world,
I want a bed,
and a working table.

With no messy wire all tangled.

I fucking want Penang now
=DeN=

I got a hair cut

2009-05-02T19:56:00.007+08:00

I got a hair cut, here is a small report.
My fringe was officially certified dead.
I have to stay patient to keep it up pin
until its ready to do a re bonding again.
My hairstylist today is an unfamiliar hand
like Vincent's case too.
He is Eve from Bidor, we did the haircut
in the basement of his house's kitchen cum saloon,
cool right,
I would said this is a pair of good hand.
So I spend like 3 times Vincent pay for his hair cut,
for I'd spoil my hair with a treatment treat.

Well as for the length, its remain
but its in layered, so when I tied it up,
It became very short...
aLx said it will be cool, perhaps I can show him tonight.

There are a few concern now,
my hair is very frizzy,
I was wondering what can help to lessen the crazy hair.
Have you heard of this product
the TIGI Bed Head- Control Freak Serum

CONTROL FREAK®

Serum Frizz Control & Straightener

Fights the frizz and stomps the curl. This light, greaseless and humidity resistant formula delivers a straight-up glossy finish.

Conditions & moisturizes hair
Seals hair and adds shine
Acts as a thermal protectant

To Use: Apply evenly to damp hair. Layer with Control Freak Extra Extra straight if you have more resistant curls. Use a round brush or large paddle brush to pull your hair tight while blow-drying for a straight finish or dry as desired for frizz free curls and waves.

Hopefully this help, just have to figure the price.

Besides that, the hair at the back and fringe needs to be tame down by a lot of hair pins. Have to get that soon.

Eve's Hair
=DeN=

Update

2009-05-01T23:00:00.003+08:00

I am currently back to Bidor, just today...
For a few days break before I start working.

I will be cutting my hair, tomorrow...
Hopefully the hair stylist can save
my disaster fringe cause by a cheap student cut.

As I mention earlier,
I will be starting to work on the 11th of May,
most probably, if my medical check up is fine,
and it should be fine.

My working place are expected to be a cool working place,
but it's still yet to be certified.
The building itself is call Jaya 33,
in front of PJ Seksyen 14 market.
I will be driving my sister's car to work.

It is an outsource call center,
where they work for Jetstar,
mostly working with Australian,
the company is an Australian based company, in fact.
So I should be ready to deal with some a lot of
Aussie Accent,
Good Die...I am not sure! lol!

That's about it...
By the way, there's a cute guy working there,
Indeed a few cute guys...
Let's check it out...

There are Nick the HR manager, perhaps
and Mushen, the sexy voice+ Designer
I am looking forward to work there

Plus the office is a very cheerful one,
the building has 2 levels of shopping center,
with a very cool grocery market,
selling things that you hardly seen in others...

Well, that's all information I can provide for the moment.
So friends...How about you guys then?a

Full-ed
=DeN=

Running Away by Midnight Hour

2009-04-30T01:45:00.005+08:00

Running Away

by
Midnight Hour

Don't lie and say that it's OK.
It's alright here, there's nothing more to say.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

Don't tell me I'm the one to blame.
It's too late for you to make me stay.
No, I won't stay.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place.
And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving
Yeah I'm leaving today.
And I, I'll never let you find me.
I'm leaving you behind with the past
No, I won't look back.
And I don't want to hear your reasons.
Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay.

And try, and try to understand me
And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay
I, I'm moving on from this place
I'm leaving and I won't quit running away.

I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

Me 1st

=DeN=

2009-04-30T01:42:00.002+08:00

I am very annoying, I know
I write in this entry just because
I just found out that in the month of April
I am 1 post left behind Jasmine.
with this, now we are draw.
And she was not here tonight.
I miss her...

Don't run away from me
=DeN=

Damn That People

2009-04-29T21:20:00.003+08:00

I went across the street to tapao some noodles for dinner tonight.
I know Chi Kuan( my younger sister) was on her way back home, so I look across the road,
I saw a car stop in front on my house, it stayed for a short while,
then Chi Kuan get down from the car. I keep looking.
The next minute I guess for one moment, people thought I was insane.
I saw her ran over to next door through the little garden, and some guy was after him,
I scream, and scream as hard as I can.
I wanted to cross over the road, but there are too many cars.
The Satay stall uncle ask me what happen,
I can't even articulate a word, I stuttered....
"ada...ada orang...curi...beg adik saya"
I can't even be sure, was that what I said.
I ran across the street, I saw them pass over me, rapidly...
I saw the one at the back was holding some tools or something,
I wasn't sure, I thought he got my sister bag.
It was too fast, I can't even get their registration number.
I ran home, to make sure Chi Kuan is safe,
all the neighbour were shocked with me and Chi Kuan screaming and shouting.
Everyone was out to see what happen,
and then it started off again like the day my house got broke in like a month ago.

What a world?
=DeN=

2009-04-27T14:11:00.002+08:00

Hello, my home has got

2 Queen Control,

Good Luck to Me.

I don't give a damn....I whistle....

I live my life
=DeN=

过快乐

2009-04-26T20:03:00.004+08:00

我知道回到家
我会变得很软弱
我会提不起干劲
得过且过
没有大志
吃巧克力
吃芒果芝士蛋糕
吃即做水果口味冰淇淋
为所欲为
然后变成米奇林小姐
然后觉得不要紧
因为妹妹们很娱人
因为简单也很快乐
我很简单
也很快乐

没有离开家
留在小岛
我也不很坚强
日子很充实
无事可以很“他条”
到学校
听免费爵士乐
看廉价舞台剧
探班舞蹈彩排
当助手助兴
其实有事亦不然
星巴克一杯热莫卡，
手提电脑 Borders 又一天
岛上又有
飞车女友陪我烟酒咖啡调情
有及手的安慰，方便的快乐
有可寄生的几棵大树
大树里头又住着几只快乐的小鸟
小鸟很快乐
小岛也很快乐
因为自由让人很快乐
放纵也让人很快乐
朋友让人很快乐
爵士让我很快乐
气质让我很快乐
烟酒也很快乐
咖啡也快乐
调情不必说
飞车就不怎么样
可是我有点想念那种感觉了

过分快乐
=DeN=

2009-04-25T11:11:00.003+08:00

Hello, I am Miss Michelin.
你好，我是米奇林小姐。

=DeN=